2006-01-25 - 6:15 p.m.
Okay I think I just had a weed heart attack. I was rummaging through my purse and I keep my pipes in there and I smelt them and I started shaking and crying. I felt alive even if it was just for a second.
The one thing that pot heads tell themselves is that this drug is not physically addicting and medically I'm sure it is not. There are no nasty comedown side effects that you get with other harsher drugs.
But weed does something else entirely. It takes you to a place that you could never go any other way and it makes you happy there. It makes you want to stay forever, and then when you don't have weed and are reminded of this place, you have the pain that I can only describe as heartbreak.
Its a simple love affair with weed and I. I've been clean for two weeks now (not that I'm bragging, I'm actually upset). But I know now that I am truly addicted to weed. In every way possible.
Funny thing is...I'm not going to try to stop.
L-Kiws
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