2006-06-05 - 12:58 a.m.

I am nervous as all hell. I have a drug test in the morning, and I smoked only three days ago. I know I am going to fail. This test isn't for a job but it's a place that is going to help me look for jobs and I have a feeling that if my test comes up postitive that they are going to red flag me everywhere and then, I will not be able to get a job.

I HATE DRUG TESTS! The last time I took one a couple days before I sat in a car with people who chonged up the joint. I myself did not smoke it. But now it's a totally different story. I've been smoking and doing this shit for a long time. I should have just stopped after St. Paul. Then I wouldn't even being writing this.

But I guess I'm not too worried. Some of the places that I already applied to have given me good feedback, but no tequilla. So it may be a lose lose situation, but the bad karma always means that something good is bound to happen.

Hey maybe I can play it off as poppyseed, I was tempted to get one tonight at perkins. Then I could say that I had one. If they ask if I have had one then I think I may say yes. Just for safety.

But it's off to bed and for the nightmares that are going to haunt me like the plague.

God I hate drug tests!

L-Kiws

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