2006-03-02 - 4:03 a.m.

When the anger wells up in me, I remember one thing. This world was never meant for someone as beautiful as you. Because the shallowness that overcomes the both of them. But in the end am I shallow? I mean, am I who I hate? Why should I question my morals? They are beheld with the grace that is all of me. DAMN IT! I should be laughing at them, and looking forward but I'm looking AT them and wanting to BE them. I hate this! I never had a chance but now I do. He's an ass and all he wants is rape, sex and rock and roll. Where will he go? Will he remember me one day with a longing rememberance? Will he wonder and question? If I raced forward, if I saw him again, would he be in awe and envy? I want awe and envy! I want to make them all feel like I felt! I want my sweet and ugly revenge to all of them! Even the ones I love, they need to know. I'm a deep person, I'm farther down then anyone can say. But people don't know me here, they don't see it, they don't even think I could stand in this moment. But I can, I can be here and it will be okay, because if no one knows, then no one will ask questions. I look at the world with deep understanding for sure. I am ballsy and I will have my billion! And the zoo to go along with it!

L-Kiws

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