2005-09-19 - 11:13 a.m.

Ok so my roommate and I went down to Iowa with 3 other girls this weekend. I had to visit Sam, of course... And I got drunk as a motherfuck. He e-mailed me today saying that he was upset because I blew him off on Sunday, and I don't even remember making plans with him Sunday. I feel like shit. Maybe this is a sign for me to stop drinking heavily?
Other than that life is good. Lots of homework. I kind of miss home, but not so much to actually go back. I can already tell that things are comfortable here. I actually missed my room when we went away for the weekend.
Man I feel bad for blowing Sam off. If anyone knows me, they know that I completely and utterly adore him. He is amazing. We were getting along so well too. :( Fuck man, I fucked up. Fucking drugs and my dependecy on them...
Oh, and I haven't smoked weed in over a week. Yayyy. Maybe I will be able to beat this addiction.
With all the love of a monkey,
Mango

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