2005-08-15 - 5:56 p.m.

So I'm motherfucking burnt out right now. We bought a 1/4 bag of nug and smoked it all in a week. All of it. And this was between 3 people, basically. That is a FUCK load. I am seriously tired all the time now.
So Val and I went to Mike's the other night and sat on our computers like the whole time. There were 6 computers in one room, it was hot. Then we watched Pulp Fiction. (I said GODDAMN, goddamn!) What a great movie. I'm glad Val was able to watch it, because I truly believe it is essential to watch that movie.
After we watched the movie there was the usual sitting on the back of the couch and talking, but Sam was being a poophead. We were like "Come join the conversation Sam," but all he did was stand by the pool table and sulk. Seriously, he has no claim over me. Sure, he thinks he's in love with me, but that does NOT mean I like him in any way more than friends back. I have no problems talking abotu Matt in front of him anymore because he's being a fucktard.
I think Sam's depressed again, but what can I do about it if I'm probably one of the factors in his depression? I can't make myself love him, it's impossible to do that. I would be cheating myself and him, not to mention I'm still in love with Matt. So fuck that.
Well it's time for dinner... college is so close I can almost taste it...
With all the love of creamed corn,
Mango

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