2005-07-07 - 12:50 a.m.

Wow how much things can change in an hour... I just found out that Kyra, the one pure thing left in the world, now needs the morning after pill.
I didnt know that one of my friends losing her virginity would hit me this hard. I want to go to college now. I do. I want to escape all of this drama. I want to be able to start over again. Everything is unravelling right now.
I'm on a sober stretch right now, and I'm glad I am. I would not be able to handle any of this if I wasn't sober.
This would be the 6th night in a row that I've been sober. It's great that I can still have fun with people without drugs. I apologize Val, but I need a break. I'm not going to stop forever, but I just need this break. 2 weeks is a good break.
I'm going to try to go to bed now... I'll try to write more later...
With all the love of lotion,
Mango

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