2003-08-12 - 1:03 a.m.

One thing I gotta say... Thank you Mike. Totally spoke my mind. Way too fucking awkward.

We broke up tonight because wow... it was too awkward. Total fucking silence whenever we were alone. Wouldn't look at each other or come within like 3 feet of each other. So when he brought up the we-should-just-be-friends card I was like, Thank you!!! I'd sound like a freaky bitch if I asked him out then said, "Sorry, changed my mind..." in one week.

In other news... Val and I watched Fight Club. Very quotable movie, if you want to degrade/frighten people. For example... "Masturbation is self improvement." And... "You are NOT a beautiful and unique snowflake!"

Tomorrow I'm going with a couple peeps down to my good friend Crystal's ex-roomate's new place. (Wow, that was confusing...) It's on a beach by the river, which will be cool. We definitely need to get tan. And by we, I mean me.

I have fucking swim team in the morning... at 9 in the fucking morning. Then band at ten. Anyone wanna switch lives with me? But I'm not going to bed anytime soon. I'm enjoying things going back to normal for me and Mike. God damn that was an awkward week!

Do you all know the joys of skinny dipping? If not, I reccomend it. It is freeing, relieving, and refreshing... If you're scared, just go with a friend. And then go with a group that has the opposite sex in it! Fucking good times right there! Well, fucking if you're lucky... ;)

I really have no more to say... so I'm goinna chat on my IM... Thank god for IM!!!

With all the love of relief,

Mango

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